It’s time for a clean break. A goodbye between friends, I think.
You two have always been there for me. Always. And I appreciate that, and I love you both so much. ❤ But honestly, speaking with a few adults (because I still feel like I’m fifteen), and going over memories in my head… We really can be toxic toward each other..
I need to find myself. And, I don’t think I can do that while having best friends.. I practically turn into my friends, rather than stay myself, when I have them. Because I only care about being liked and loved, and I don’t like that. I want to be myself and smile for real reasons rather than because everybody else is and I don’t know why.
It’s time for a break from our friendships..
But please don’t take that as me not loving you or being there for you.
Blessed be, friends.