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09/25/2020

I'm falling back into this black hole of addiction, and I haven't even relapsed. But I'm dreaming of it. That's scary to me. I reached a year clean from meth, two from cutting, and a month from cigarettes.. But now... Continue Reading →

09/24/2020

Today, I need to talk to you. I have so many memories going through my head, I'm dizzy. Things/memories we only shared with each other, and it kills me that we didn't share them with anybody else. Or others can... Continue Reading →

I'm not doing well. I don't know how to explain it. I don't know what thoughts to share. I'm lost, and I'm not entirely sure I want to be found.

09/21/2020

Hey y'all, hope this post is finding you well. My birthday is coming up, soon. It's funny I hated my birthday before I met Josh. But after we met, he taught me to celebrate it like there wouldn't be another.... Continue Reading →

8/30 Update

Hey friends, unfortunately I've been busy watching my world go up in flames, this week, and since I don't smoke cigarettes, anymore, I can't even use the fire to light one. I took a drive to Connecticut to pick up... Continue Reading →

August 21st, 2020

I remember being told that the definition of insanity is doing something the same way over and over, expecting different results. Today, that point of view is hitting me hard. Even if that's not the literal definition, does it not... Continue Reading →

August 19 2019

Yes, I realize that we're nearing the end of 2020, but today some memories came back to me. A year ago, almost to the moment (I'm writing this at 4am), I received two heart wrenching voicemails. You see, when my... Continue Reading →

Ramblings of 10/07/2019

Just a coin flip, it'll be harmless; What's meant to be is meant be, you can't change it. Such a big decision to rely on a penny for. Crossing fingers, listening to the phone ring.. I am so confused and... Continue Reading →

Grief (Part 1)

My karma was immediate, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. The exact situation, roles just reversed. I dare to admit that the timelines lapsed; judgment clouded by rose-colored glass. Sometimes it feels like I’m the collateral damage.... Continue Reading →

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